Friday, April 13, 2012

Could the doctors be wrong?

I've been feeling strange the last week, which really wouldn't be strange considering I'm sure Aunt Flow is just getting ready to rear her ugly head and make the next week of my life hell on wheels, as she loves to do.

In any case, the symptoms are enough for me to use a cheap pregnancy test just to check. Am I torturing myself? Maybe I am... I mean Im not even "late" yet, but I figured I might as well check. Everything I've read said that it is possible to see something before your missed period, but not always.

I'm not sure how visible it is from this picture, but there seems to be a second line, indicating a positive test!! Both my fiance and I are panicking a little bit, as obviously after being told it could be years, we did not expect to see a positive test just TWO months after the news that we wouldn't be having kids without the possibility of using very expensive IVF treatments. I will be taking another test if Aunt Flow doesn't show up and to be honest, I feel pregnant, but I know the symptoms are the same often times.

This could be really exciting, but a huge change in our life, too! A lot to think about and we are still planning the wedding, which is just three and a half months away now.